i genuinely am paranoid that everyone secretly hates me and thinks i am really really annoying and awful and is pretending to be my friend and it’s all part of some big joke
Did i scare ya?
I’ll pretend you guys said yes.
So this week has been interesting…
Found out my best friend had sex before her first kiss… … … I don’t quite know what to make of it. She’s always been the “good little church girl” and what nots and now she’s having lust sex with a taken guy who’s going off to college and allready has a girlfriend… I just don’t know what to make of it.
I went to six flags yesterday with some friends. My friend Matt is a terrible driver and I think i scared the shit out of his church friend cuz i put on the whole “I work for the mafia” scenario. (This only works if you’re Italian and a good story-teller) (It’s not lying… I’m just telling a story). And then my friend Kellie just was quiet the whole time. But that’s typical of her. She’s really nice and sweet. And I got really dehydrated yesterday and sun-burnt. So I’ve decided I may not be ready for band camp… Help. But it was fun.
And I watched teen wolf yesterday. I’m a terrible fan, watching it late. But the Dericka made me mad. She’s much to young for him. Much to young…. Oh and Lydia is so the lizard thing who’s actual name I can’t spell, so sue me. It made me sad also that there wasn’t any music to nerd about. But i guess you can’t have everything.
And I’ve also been trying to figure out how I’m going to deal with my Korra feels post-finale. I’ll probably just drown them in Merlin and Teen Wolf feels. I’m prepared for anything… Sorta.
Just not finding out one of my best friends had lust sex. But I guess that’s just how society is these days… It just… It just is.
i’m just procrastinating and hiding in fear. mom’s pms-ing plus that extra added punch women get when they start menopause…. oh eff my life…. and then my dad’s out of town so i am the sole recipient of this hell fire that rolls out of her mouth and exudes from her pores and swirls around her like an evil icy mist that gives you shivers when you see her. Pray for me.
that was a great descriptive passage if i say so my self… but did i use exude properly….?
the questions of an aspiring writer.